(Originally published in
Lehrhaus,
September 21, 2022.)
The Tide
1. Fast of Gedaliah
The way two calendars can overlap but not
Coincide, the one marking the date of a wedding,
Late summer, lakeside, I can almost miss the slant
Of full light, hovering not-quite-perfect stillness,
The wind only barely ruffling the surface,
They also seem part of brittle choreographies,
A canoe cutting across the face of water,
Its bow wave, rise and fall of tiny yellow leaves,
Silver line of wake, even before it nears shore,
I can pick you out, bride and groom, fore and aft,
Paddling leisurely but straight-on-toward,
Your profiles razor-sharp against so much grief,
It never quite pulls us under, does it, the other calendar
Marking, even now, blood spilling across a stone floor.
2. Jeremiah
That relentless chronicler of catastrophe
Would have approved, I think, of a wedding on the cusp
Of catastrophe, and all the later syncopes,
Births, gatherings, anniversaries, interrupting,
However momentarily, the huge green-black wave,
Its slow build behind rooftops, treetops, which we notice
Only when it finally breaks or doesn’t quite break
And we lose each other or hold on to each other
The best we can, having (please God) found or made
Shelter of a kind, the remains of a room, this, here,
I don’t know how long it will hold, I don’t know when
We will be scattered, again, across the water—
Yet the immense flood cancels, even now, nothing.
How bravely, even now, your tiny vessel shines.